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If this is the ending of our friendship, what can I do...? It's so GRIEVOUS...very grievous.

Just caused trivial problems may be, but the effect is so BIG. A big Effect. And it's me sad. So, sad. Very-very sad. Really-really sad.

Do you know, how deep my love for you?

You're one of my best friend.

But, if you think, this must be ended, what can I do? Nothing.

Just cry, may be...

Having a close friendship is a traumatic experiance for me now, after the first event when I was Junior High School. And now, it's repeated again.

But, leting alone.

It might make a caution for me, in order to have a friendster so closely.

TT__TT

If it's better, please leave me. Please leave me and forget all about our moment.

May Allah bless you...

And, I always love you, forever altough you will not love me again.

hwaaaaaa......

Let's Prevent Antibiotic Resistance by Our Self

Antibiotics are drug used for treating infection caused by bacteria. Should to Remember, ANTIBIOTICS are used ONLY for BACTERIA INFECTION. Do not used it for VIRAL Infections! Most of these case are used antibiotics for treating viruses infection such as cough, influenza fever, strep throat, colds. Hemm... it's a misuse of antibiotics. Ehh, no, it's not! It's the overuse of antibiotics. Misuse of these drugs such as stop the treatment when patients feel better. Using antibiotics against viral infections will not cure the infection, will not keep other individuals from catching the virus, will not help a person feel better, may cause unnecessary harmful side effects and may contribute to the development of antibiotic-resistant bacteria. Misuse and overuse of these drugs, however, have contributed to a phenomenon known as antibiotic resistance. This resistance develops when potentially harmful bacteria change in a way that reduces or eliminates the effectiveness of antibiotics.

Antibiotic resistance is a growing public health concern worldwide. When a person is infected with an antibiotic resistant bacterium, not only is treatment of that patient more difficult, but the antibiotic-resistant bacterium may spread to other people. When antibiotics don’t work, the result can be longer illnesses, more complicated illnesses, more doctor visits, the use of stronger and more expensive drugs and more deaths caused by bacterial infections. How Dangerous it is!

When we are prescribed an antibiotic to treat a bacterial infection, it’s important to take the medication exactly as directed. So, what sould we do?????

Hemm,,, based on FDA information, I will share what should we do to perevent dan combate the ANTIBIOTICS RESISTANCE. . .
Please, follow this direction, Siiipppp??!

• Complete the full course of the drug. It’s important to take all of the medication, even if we are feeling better. If treatment stops too soon, the drug may not kill all the bacteria. We may become sick again, and the remaining bacteria may become resistant to the antibiotic that we’ve taken.
• Do not skip doses. Antibiotics are most effective when they are taken regularly.
• Do not save antibiotics. We might think that we can save an antibiotic for the next time we get sick, but an antibiotic is meant for our particular infection at the time. Never take leftover medicine. Taking the wrong medicine can delay getting the appropriate treatment and may allow our condition to worsen.
• Do not take antibiotics prescribed for someone else. These may not be appropriate for our illness, may delay correct treatment, and may allow our condition to worsen.
• Talk with our health care professional. Ask questions, especially if we are uncertain about when an antibiotic is appropriate or how to take it. Hemm, for these case, we can ask the PHARMACIST about direction of using antibiotics. 

Okeeeh?? Siiippp... Let's Cambate and Prevent ANTIBIOTICS RESISTANCE. Not only for doctor and pharmacits, but it's our responsibility. For everyone, not only medical people.

Resistance of Hopefulness

I should not hope!
Ya, hopefulness just make me sick, make me down, make me fall...
I don't wanna make a hopefulness...more....

If I Can Read...

If I can read the pharmacist text book, journal and article (of course were written in English) like a novel, short story and read a text book in the English language fluently and easily, I guess, I could understand the Clinical pharmacy more rapid than now. But it's my weakness. It's so heavy for me. Huwaaaaa....


Well, trully I can understand the Journal or text book Globally without dictionary, because the vocabularies in the journal and taxt book was familiar and often repeated in many journal. But, I cannot speak and read (it's mean the pronounciation!). I'm not convident if have to speak in English. Hwaaa...


But I must try!
If I guess I can, I WILL CAN DO ANYTING!


okeehhh, keep moving forward, Fathel!

Saturated

There are many grammatical error in this, I guess. But I don't care. I just wanna write what I feel, without scare about the grammer. Hoho....

Look into the lake, make me feel so strange nowaday. I don't know, why my mood altered since this morning. The loss of interesnt to anything and I don't wanna do everything. Just sit here, look into the lake beside MUI...
It's saturated. So, saturated. But I don't know what the cause. Is that "Lossness" may be?! Hoho, it perhaps being the cause of the mood altered now....
Fiuufff.... Masya Allah....

If I think "I can!"...

It's so difficult for me to write something in English... Hwaaa...
Fightiiiing, Fathel....

I have to manage my self...
Renew my planning....
And Do the best!

I have to review ROTD, SPOP, and Mulecular Farmacology, and also harmacotherapy...
siiipppp Fathellll

Finally...

After figth hardly, finally I'm collapse. I rarely got fever . But nowaday--since yesterday--I'm sick and got the fever. How poor. Whereas, I had to present my presentation in two lesson. Pharmacotherapy and Molecular Farmacology. I coldn't be concentration to face the presentation and to answer the quistion from lectur dan other student. Masya Allah. They might repeate the question to made me understand about the problem. I also difficult to concentrate. Whereas, I usually prepare the presentation well. And also, study all about something arround and was linked. But, both of the presentation, I couldn't handdle well. Hooww.... Masya Allah...

But, it's never mind...
The Sickness can abolish the sins, but patience is required.
So, I must be patient...and never grumble...

I must take a rest, then study again. Learn what I don't know about...

Sometime, we need Sickness to rest our body, right? Hihihi.... :D

Ramadhan Debt? Huuughh... Astaghfirullaah....

Huuuffttt.....
Oh my God! It's so bad! I have many debt! Do you know, how much  it is? 22,5 juz!!! Masya Allah...
Can I complete my Targets? Oouuhh...
There are some cause, why I can't complete it before :
1. Travelling --> it's cause my targets was delayed. Because it's too tired to complete 5 Juz/day
2. Calamity on my Family --> My nephwew was death in this Ramadhan. Innalillaahi wa innailaihi rooji'un. And I must follow the processing of the corpse. It's spent a half of day, so I can't complete my targets
3. Ifthor Jama'i --> it's possible to complete my targets if it was held in a cafee and others. But it's be impossible if it hold in my home. Because I must cook since early morning to prepare that. So, it's impossible to complete my targets. I just complete ten percents (10 %) of my targets in that day. :(
4. Sanlat (like a Islamic School in Ramadhan). Truly, It's not a reason, may be. But, if I spent full day here, my target was be delayed. But's it's okay! It's no problem.
4. Laziness --> it's the worst reason! But in this Ramadhan, I was lazy twice. I can't complete my Targets in twice day without the reason except laziness. OOhhhh! It's so bad! So, I must replace it in other day!

for 10 days in the end of Ramadhan, I must do better and The best! All of target must be completed well!
This Ramadhan must be better than before! It's too stupid to waste many chance ini this Holy Month!

Hayuuuk, Fathel! Keep spirit! Your Ramadhan must be the best of every Ramadhan that's you have before!

My Weight

Ohhh, masya Allah.... I experianced that my weight increases significantly. It's the most severe ever my life. You can imagine that my weight increases 9 kilograms. Waouwww.... Masya Allah! I'm a fat woman, now. Ohh... How poor. But my mother was happy to look at this situation. Heuu....

Hmm... But I'm grateful about this. Because, I can being fatter than Me before. It's will indication that I'm health now. I ever got the sickness that couldn't make me fatter. I ever had 38 kilograms weight. But now, I'm 50 kilograms weight! Howaaaa..... >.<
It's also indication that I'm happy every time. Hoho....

Whatever me, I'm grateful about that...
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Chance

Hmm....I let many chances pass me, Bloggie...
there are many chances that pass me away.
I didn't catch the change. And I'm regretting about that...

Before my graduation in Professional Education, a nurse of public hospital in my hometown ask me to be a pharmacist (APA) in her drugstore. But I rejected it. Because of my idealism on pharmacist's services. She ask me come to drugstore once a month. Just for sign a letter of drug order and get the sallary. Actually, It's profitable for me. Because I can come once in a month and I get the sallary for that. But it violate my idealism. I don't wanna run away.

Then, I pass the Civil Servants Test. But I was failure. I couldn't pass away the examination. Then I decided to go to Padangpanjang. But, My parent didn't agree with my decison. Becuse it's not suitable with my formal academic. Then, I was be unemployed again... But I teach Mathematic for some Senior High Scool students and also handycraft business...

At January 2011, my friend inform me about a job vacancy in Padangpanjang Public Hospital. I was happy. Yeah, I wanna go to Padangpanjang! Because I just not get the Job, but also get the "Tahfidz Program" in Diniyyah Tahfidz Qur'an. But...fiuufffftt.... I find some trouble on my job. I don't like that system. Sigh. And I couldn't follow the Tahfidz Program because I couldn't be handled by officer... Then I promised to my self, "I just wanna be working at a job that I like. But, I realize later that's so difficult. I will found many challenges to get successful. it's impossible if I just turn over many job, right?

Then, I decided to continu my study at Magister Program. I think, it's just a divert. hoho. But, after got the enterance examination, branch manager of KF drugstore ask me to being a pharmcist at KF pyk. One day before, the pharmacist at KF Pattimura ask me too in the same case. It's so interest cause KF is the biggest drugstore in sumatera barat. It's a good change. I could do my pharmacist job professionally. And I got the statisfactory sallary (hohoho, how materialistic I'm...hihi). Hmm.... it's not a reason, may be. I just wanna got many knowledge there, because KF system, training and education were so well. But I had to chose! Yeaah, I had to chose one of them... Magister Study or KF drugstore. It make me confused. But then, I chose : STUDY at MAGISTER PROGRAM!

A Few weeks laters, I accepted the messege from my Professor in my collage. She asked me to go to campus in one day. But I was too late to respon her message. I went to her before register in my magister collage. Hooohhh.... It's turn out, she asked me to be a lecture in my collage after my magister study completed. Waaaaahhh, Allahu akbar! It's my dream! I Wanna be a teacher. I wanna be a lecturer. Yeah, I love education world so much. But, my professor asked me being a lecturer in Microbiology adn Biotechnology. It's so regret that I reister on Clinical Pharmacist departement. Hoouuhh... I don't know how to move in to Microbiology-Biotechnology. Uhmm.... I regret that I didn't discuss with my Profesor before chose the program. Huuhhhfftt...

But it's okay. Evreytings hava the learning. I will study base on this experiance...
I wanna be batter... insya Allah....
If I can be the great, why just statisfied on the little achievement!
I have to be a winner!
I don't wanna be a looser!

Fighting my Self!
There's a will, there's a way!
keep spirit!
Allahu akbar!